遺忘的躲藏有如在成年時,省視著童年時,寶貝的不得了的藏寶箱一樣,那是最初的堅持與最後的感動夾雜的物品; 這裡是我在BLOGGER開的第一個站,斷斷續續的寫了些感想與叨絮。這裡是挽不回的青春,在數位的世界如鐘似地旋轉,而我是不準時的上發條人,以生命的力道讓這轉阿轉的。
2007年10月31日 星期三
飄飄的目標
「ㄟ~ㄉㄡˇ ~我不知道耶。」然後被老師嘲笑我在醉生夢死。
所以,今飄飄吃飯時靜靜的想自己的目標,到底是什麼阿,咬著嘴裡的鐵板燒牛肉,呼呼,好燙。可惡阿,好難想~良久腦海裡浮現一個女生的笑容,可恨的傢伙,讓浪羽從此變成月亮的傢伙~是她讓飄飄從此失去可以永遠陪伴自己的朋友。羽,你的夢想還是守護她嗎?可是飄不能,我有記著你的話,不成為一顆生冷的月亮,去環繞一顆不穩定的星球。
一個偉大的目標不是適合偉人就是小蝦米,飄飄不是偉人也不是小蝦米,飄飄知道,集合許多小目標成為大目標,才是實際而且可讓自己常常快樂的做法。第一個目標,完成自己的未頁吧。我想起大二的探索,得到想法。完成EconMangBankAcco‧未頁,樂‧未頁,不要一次吃太多,慢慢吃就好,就這樣子跟老師這樣說吧「我不知道未來會發生什麼,所以我沒有一輩子的目標,不過我有小目標,就是專注於完成自己對於未來的學習步驟。」
2007年10月24日 星期三
容易被討厭
今天在執行巨大刪除,將近兩個月可見歷史刪光光,再留下{為冊},作為日後的備檔。每兩個月就重新來過,慢慢的把自己想要成為的形狀作起來。也許哪天開始,自己終於可以一直的喜歡自己。
這一個禮拜的靈魂很亂,我很害怕,害怕自己又和以前一樣,看不清別人也看不清自己。最近沒有時間去讀論語與德道經,明天考完試回家應該再讀幾遍,以策安全。眼下先執行巨大刪除,先行砍掉回憶路徑,增加哀傷回溯的難度。
2007年10月20日 星期六
笑這種東西,還真是難阿。呵呵。
真難過,家裡的滑鼠只剩右鍵,鍵盤只剩下左中間可以打。
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很喜歡吉他的聲音呢,有撫平人心的感覺,飄飄看著盪來盪去的湖水。可惜彈鋼琴的人是不能留指甲的,不然飄飄一定買下這樂器好好的把玩。
昨天晚上,家裡有好多馬路爬阿爬的,是不是要發生什麼事了呢?飄飄不知道。地球的生命都站在名為地殼的大浮萍上,而這塊浮萍又在熱熱的熔石飄阿飄的。飄飄想阿,既然風會影響成功湖的水面起落,那也有可能影響陸地的浮沉阿,地表每天都只有輕輕的搖搖晃晃,是因為風的力氣不夠吧。
天氣轉涼了,學校能有讓飄飄從心裡溫暖的東西真好。簫媽媽的鬆餅很好吃,從社長手中接過的外套很溫暖,跟禹萱還有聖鈜鬥嘴也很很有趣呢。可是,這樣可以結束四年六個月的長期陰天嗎?
突然發現,笑這種東西,還真是難阿。呵呵。
2007年10月17日 星期三
行進‧思念
自己做的決定,做的事情沒有對錯,所以我不需要為成敗負責,
我要負責的是,有沒有努力,讓自己變的更喜歡自己。
思念,不能改變事實,所以不要繼續下去。
舊的思念不能挽回愛人,新的思念不能讓好感加分。
2007年10月13日 星期六
吃家聚記
直屬的直屬學妹感覺很文靜,是個很好相處的人,
在東門集合之後,跟直屬學妹小麻煩及直直屬學妹打打鬧鬧的走去餐廳,
不過說來也糗,居然要直屬學妹帶路,阿阿,我還真糟糕阿。
跟小麻煩講話很有趣,尤其是互相逗著說話的時候,
小麻煩,椰林道是我大一升大二的暑假接受到的關鍵環境及關鍵字
二胡,古箏則是我大二升大三時接收到的,此為後話,暫且不提。
有一陣子沒看到小麻煩,他看來過的還不錯,沒有剛剛進清大時的潦倒。
用餐時我點了份香草鮮蝦筆筒麵,吃起來感覺怪怪的,麵不夠有彈性,
不過蝦子處理的很好,不太需要剝殼。
邊用餐時邊和坐旁邊很生的直直屬學妹聊天,
他說他想要加入羽球隊學打羽球,我給了他一些建議,
然後就沒多說什麼了──我用餐時不習慣說話。
大概晚上八點半,小麻煩說他要趕回家了,不然搭不到車,
由於怕小麻煩危險,所以就送她的公車招呼站搭車。
一路上昏昏暗暗的感覺很危險,心裡直呼還好有陪她走,
直到燈光較亮人較多的招呼站,我才安心的啟程回家。
不知小麻煩到家了沒?希望他平安。
唉~真不愧是小麻煩,總讓人擔心受怕。
2007年10月8日 星期一
不自棄的孩子
他讓我相當愧疚與感動。我這個有大學讀的傢伙,居然有東西吃嫌不好吃,有地方睡還嫌不好睡,跟他比起來,我到底算什麼呢?我貢獻了一日的打工所得給他,作為誤會的道歉,也做為這善良意志的些微支持。
希望他明天早上可以吃個飽,繼續笑著過。
Money, banking, and financial market vocabulary 1(by word cards)
sleek
afford
mutual
crucial
channelling
cyclic
security
mortgage
aside
corporation
postpone
fluctuation
tendency
unison
narrow
briefly
examine
brag
volatile
collapse
willingness
2007年10月7日 星期日
calculus vocabulary P25
{noun}
plural phenomena [countable]
- something that happens or exists in society, science, or nature, especially something that is studied because it is difficult to understand
the growing phenomenon of telecommuting
Homelessness is not a new phenomenon.
natural/historical/social etc phenomenon
Language is a social and cultural phenomenon.
- something or someone that is very unusual because of a rare quality or ability that they have
{noun}
- to a situation/event [uncountable and countable] something that you feel or do because of something that has happened or been said [↪ response]:
reaction to
the government's reaction to the fuel crisis
bring/provoke/produce a reaction
The news brought an angry reaction from unions.
somebody's first/immediate reaction
His first reaction was to deny everything.
instinctive/gut reaction (=what you immediately feel before you have time to think)
My gut reaction was not to trust him.
There were mixed reactions (=different people reacting in different ways) to the strike.
in reaction to something
An emergency fund was set up in reaction to the famine.
- moving quickly reactions [plural] your ability to move quickly when something dangerous happens suddenly:
- to food/drugs [countable] if you have a reaction to a drug or to something you have eaten, it makes you ill
a reaction to the immunization
have/suffer a reaction
She had a severe allergic reaction to the drug.
cause/bring on/trigger a reaction
Certain foods are more likely than others to cause allergic reactions.
- science [uncountable and countable]
a chemical reaction in the soil
b) a physical force that is the result of an equally strong physical force in the opposite direction
- change [singular] a change in people's attitudes, behaviour, fashions etc that happens because they disapprove of the way in which things were done in the past
a reaction against the traditional values of the nineteenth century
- against change [uncountable] [formal] strong and unreasonable opposition to all social and political changes:
➔ chain reaction
expectancy
{noun}
- [uncountable]the feeling that something pleasant or exciting is going to happen:
➔ life expectancy
emission
{noun}
- [countable usually plural] a gas or other substance that is sent into the air:
- [uncountable] the act of sending out light, heat, gas etc
reduction
{noun}
- [uncountable and countable] a decrease in the size, price, or amount of something, or the act of decreasing something:
reduction in
a slight reduction in the price of oil
reduction of
the reduction of interest rates
reduction on
substantial reductions on children's clothes
The company promised they would make no staff reductions for at least two years.
modelling
{noun}
British English ; modeling American English [uncountable]
- the work of a fashion model:
- the process of making a scientific or computer model of something to show how it works or to understand it better
computer modelling of the system
economic modelling
- the activity of making models of objects
{adjective}
- [formal]easy to control or deal with [≠ intractable]:
—tractability {noun} [uncountable]
suitable
{adjective}
- having the right qualities for a particular person, purpose, or situation [≠ unsuitable]:
suitable for
The house is not really suitable for a large family.
suitable place/time etc to do something
a suitable place to rear young children
suitable to use/be shown etc
These crayons are not suitable to use in very hot weather.
formulate
{verb}
[transitive]
- to develop something such as a plan or a set of rules, and decide all the details of how it will be done
He formulated Labour Party education policy in 1922.
formulate an idea/theory
Darwin formulated the theory of natural selection.
- to think carefully about what to say, and say it clearly:
—formulation {noun} [uncountable and countable]
the formulation of clear objectives
conclusion
{noun}
- [countable] something you decide after considering all the information you have [↪ conclude]
conclusion (that)
I soon came to the conclusion that she was lying.
It is still too early to reach a conclusion on this point.
There are perhaps two main conclusions to be drawn from the above discussion.
All the evidence pointed to the conclusion that he was guilty.
It's important not to jump to conclusions.
The police came to the inescapable conclusion that the children had been murdered.
- [countable] [formal] the end or final part of something [= end]
- in conclusion used in a piece of writing or a speech to show that you are about to finish what you are saying [= finally]:
- [uncountable] the final arrangement of an agreement, a business deal etc
the conclusion of a peace treaty
- be a foregone conclusion to be certain to happen, even though it has not yet officially happened:
stage
{noun}
time/state [countable] a particular time or state that something reaches as it grows or develops [↪ phase, step]
stage of/in
the early stages of a child's development
at a crucial stage in the race
- part of process [countable] one of the parts which something such as a competition or process is divided into
The team reached the semi-final stage of the competition.
stage 2/6 etc
We're now reaching the end of stage 3 of the construction.
The rest of the money will be paid in stages (=a small amount at a time).
theatre [countable] the raised area in a theatre which actors or singers stand on when they perform [↪ backstage]
on stage
She is on stage for most of the play.
She appeared on stage with George Michael.
- acting the stage acting as a profession, especially in theatres:
stars of stage and screen (=theatre and cinema)
- centre stage if someone or something is centre stage, it has everyone's attention, or is very important:
The UN has moved to the centre stage of world politics.
place [singular] a place or area of activity where something important happens
on the world/international/political etc stage
He's an experienced campaigner on the world stage.
important figures on the European political stage
stage for
Geneva has been the stage for many such conferences.
- set the stage for something to prepare for something or make something possible:
➔ landing stage
2007年10月6日 星期六
calculus vocabulary P17
{noun}
- separating [uncountable and countable] the act of separating something into two or more different parts, or the way these parts are separated or shared
he division of words into syllables
the traditional division of labour (=the way that particular tasks are shared) between husband and wife
- disagreement [uncountable and countable] disagreement among the members of a group that makes them form smaller opposing groups
Can he heal the deep divisions among Republican ranks?
racial/class/gender etc division
The old class divisions had begun to break down.
The Army was plagued by internal divisions.
- mathematics [uncountable] the process of finding out how many times one number is contained in another [↪ multiplication, long division]
- part of an organization [countable] a group that does a particular job within a large organization:
- military [countable] a large military group
- sport [countable] one of the groups of teams that a sports competition is divided into, often based on the number of games they have won
a second-division club
in parliament [countable] a process in which members of the British parliament vote for something by dividing into groups:
MPs forced a division on the bill.
Some members supported the opposition in the division lobbies (=the rooms where the vote takes place).
notation
{noun}
[uncountable and countable]
a system of written marks or signs used to represent something such as music, mathematics, or scientific ideas
vertical
{adjective}
- pointing up in a line that forms an angle of 90° with a flat surface [≠ horizontal; ↪ diagonal]:
the vertical axis of a graph
vertical window blinds
vertical cliff/climb/drop etc (=one that is very high or steep)
a gorge lined with vertical cliffs
having a structure in which there are top, middle, and bottom levels:
Formal communication channels are usually vertical.
—vertically {adverb}
imply
{verb}
past tense and past participle implied, present participle implying, third person singular implies [transitive]
- to suggest that something is true, without saying this directly [↪ infer, implication]
Cleo blushed. She had not meant to imply that he was lying.
an implied threat
- if a fact, event etc implies something, it shows that it is likely to be true [= suggest]
The high level of radiation in the rocks implies that they are volcanic in origin.
- if one thing implies another, it proves that the second thing exists:
High profits do not necessarily imply efficiency.
2007年10月1日 星期一
calculus vocabulary P16
{verb}
- allow [transitive not in passive] to allow someone to do something [↪ permit]:
- not stop something happening [transitive not usually in passive] to not stop something happening, or to make it possible for it to happen
Jenny let the note fall to the ground.
Don't let anyone know it was me who told you.
Max let the door swing open.
Let the cookies cool down before you try them.
- mathematics let something be/equal/represent something technical used in mathematics to mean that you give something a particular measurement or value in order to make a calculation:
express
{verb}
- feeling to tell or show what you are feeling or thinking by using words, looks, or actions
Bill's not afraid to express his opinions.
Parents have expressed their concerns about their children's safety.
She expressed an interest in seeing York.
express something in/by/through something
Express your reasons for applying in simple terms.
express sympathy/fear/anger etc
She doesn't express her emotions as much as he does.
express thanks/gratitude (for something) (to somebody) (=thank someone in a speech or by writing a letter)
Finally, I'd like to express my sincere thanks to all those who have helped today.
express doubts/reservations
The USA expressed reservations before agreeing to sign the agreement.
Many people have expressed their opposition to the proposals.
express yourself (=say what you think or feel)
Young children often have difficulty expressing themselves.
He first learnt to express himself through movement at his dance classes.
Words can't express (=it is impossible to describe) how angry we felt.
- articular emotion to show or describe a particular feeling:
- something expresses itself if something expresses itself, it becomes noticeable [= something reveals itself]:
- mathematics technical to change an amount or quantity into a different form, especially in mathematics
Express three-quarters as a decimal.
The value of the coffee becomes significantly higher when expressed in foreign currency.
- feeding babies if a woman expresses milk, she presses milk out of her breast in order to feed it to her baby later
eliminate
{verb}
[transitive]
- to completely get rid of something that is unnecessary or unwanted
The credit card eliminates the need for cash or cheques.
The teacher should try to eliminate the possibility that the child has a hearing defect.
eliminate something/somebody from something
Fatty foods should be eliminated from the diet.
- [usually passive] to defeat a team or person in a competition, so that they no longer take part in it:
- to kill someone in order to prevent them from causing trouble:
- eliminate somebody from your enquiries British English if the police eliminate someone from their enquiries, they decide that that person did not commit a particular crime
Learning English - Words in the News
http://www.bbc.co.uk/worldservice/learningenglish/newsenglish/witn/2007/09/070928_coppola.shtml
28 September, 2007 - Published 12:05 GMT
Thieves in Argentina have stolen a computer from US film director Francis Ford Coppola, which contained his new script. The director was not in the house at the time, but he is offering a reward for the return of the information. This report from Daniel Schweimler:
They took a number of items, including his computer containing the screenplay and other information for his next film, Tetro. It's about the rivalries over the generations in an artistic Italian immigrant family to Buenos Aires and will star Matt Damon. Filming is due to start next February.
A spokeswoman for Mr Coppola offered a reward for the return of the computer which she said was vital for him and his work. The five-times Oscar winner is reported to be very sad.
Coppola, the maker of the Godfather trilogy and the Vietnam war film Apocalypse Now, has been living in Buenos Aires for some months, learning Spanish and working on his next film. He's occasionally seen in public attending football matches.
However, he's not the first high-profile American to fall victim to Buenos Aires thieves. President Bush's daughter Barbara had her handbag and mobile phone stolen last year, despite the protection of US Secret Service agents.
Daniel Schweimler, BBC News, Buenos Aires
stolen
the past participle of steal
steal
{verb}
past tense stole / past participle stolen
1 take something [intransitive and transitive] to take something that belongs to someone else:
Boys broke into a shop and stole £45 in cash.
- steal from
He stole money from his parents.
- steal something from somebody
He'd stolen the flowers from our garden.
2 use ideas [intransitive and transitive] to use someone else's ideas without getting permission or without admitting that they are not your own ideas [= pinch]:
Inventors know that someone is always going to try to steal their designs.
- steal something from somebody
A well-known scientist was accused of stealing his former student's ideas.
script
{noun}
1 [countable] the written form of a speech, play, film etc [↪ screenplay]:They write all their own scripts.
a film script
2 [uncountable and countable] the set of letters that are used in writing a language:
Arabic script
3 [countable] British English a piece of work that a student writes in an examination
4 [singular, uncountable] formal writing done by hand:
a diary entry written in neat black script
broke into
if you break into a building or car, you enter by force, usually to steal something
fashionable
popular at this particular time
screenplay
text for a film, including the words to be spoken by the actors, acting instructions, scene directions for cameramen etc.
rivalries over the generations
competition (for the same thing, e.g. status, wealth etc.) that was started by someone's parents, or even grandparents, and continued by their children
due to start
scheduled, or timetabled to begin
offered a reward
said he would give money (to show his thanks)
vital
very important, essential
trilogy
a series of films or books based on one story that consists of three parts
high-profile
well-known, attracting a lot of attention and interest from the public and media
to fall victim to
to have an unexpected bad experience (in this case, to be robbed) as a result of someone's bad actions
mobile
{adjective}
1 not fixed in one position, and easy to move and use in different places:
mobile air-conditioners
2 moving or able to move from one job, area, or social class to another:
a more mobile workforce
People these days are much more socially mobile.
an upwardly mobile (=moving to a higher social scale) professional
3 able to move or travel easily [≠ immobile]:
She's more mobile now that she has her own car.
- 4 mobile library/shop/clinic etc
Two mobile units provide healthcare in rural villages.
- 5 mobile mouth/face/features
[written] features that can change their expression quickly:
His mobile features registered amusement.