2007年10月31日 星期三

飄飄的目標

得意的飄飄得意得意的飄~~~今天無敵的英文老師攏哥說,在大學要知道自己一輩子的目標,大家的目標是什麼呢?然後開始點名,我當場愣住。是什麼是什麼?得意的飄飄努力敲著不管用的腦袋,試著找出自己以前的夢想與上大學的目標,結果悲哀的發現到,以前的夢想早就因為記憶消除的關係,記不起來,上大學前又早已失去目標。怎摩辦怎麼辦,這麼簡單的問題讓飄飄緊張的像熱鍋上的螞蟻。

「ㄟ~ㄉㄡˇ ~我不知道耶。」然後被老師嘲笑我在醉生夢死。

所以,今飄飄吃飯時靜靜的想自己的目標,到底是什麼阿,咬著嘴裡的鐵板燒牛肉,呼呼,好燙。可惡阿,好難想~良久腦海裡浮現一個女生的笑容,可恨的傢伙,讓浪羽從此變成月亮的傢伙~是她讓飄飄從此失去可以永遠陪伴自己的朋友。羽,你的夢想還是守護她嗎?可是飄不能,我有記著你的話,不成為一顆生冷的月亮,去環繞一顆不穩定的星球。

一個偉大的目標不是適合偉人就是小蝦米,飄飄不是偉人也不是小蝦米,飄飄知道,集合許多小目標成為大目標,才是實際而且可讓自己常常快樂的做法。第一個目標,完成自己的未頁吧。我想起大二的探索,得到想法。完成EconMangBankAcco‧未頁,樂‧未頁,不要一次吃太多,慢慢吃就好,就這樣子跟老師這樣說吧「我不知道未來會發生什麼,所以我沒有一輩子的目標,不過我有小目標,就是專注於完成自己對於未來的學習步驟。」

2007年10月24日 星期三

容易被討厭

自己為什麼很容易被討厭呢?是我不會察言觀色?還是有別的原因?也有可能是我這個人一向散慢又隨性。希望,不是那個或許...

今天在執行巨大刪除,將近兩個月可見歷史刪光光,再留下{為冊},作為日後的備檔。每兩個月就重新來過,慢慢的把自己想要成為的形狀作起來。也許哪天開始,自己終於可以一直的喜歡自己。

這一個禮拜的靈魂很亂,我很害怕,害怕自己又和以前一樣,看不清別人也看不清自己。最近沒有時間去讀論語與德道經,明天考完試回家應該再讀幾遍,以策安全。眼下先執行巨大刪除,先行砍掉回憶路徑,增加哀傷回溯的難度。

2007年10月20日 星期六

笑這種東西,還真是難阿。呵呵。

所以只好來社窩打字拉
真難過,家裡的滑鼠只剩右鍵,鍵盤只剩下左中間可以打。

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很喜歡吉他的聲音呢,有撫平人心的感覺,飄飄看著盪來盪去的湖水。可惜彈鋼琴的人是不能留指甲的,不然飄飄一定買下這樂器好好的把玩。

昨天晚上,家裡有好多馬路爬阿爬的,是不是要發生什麼事了呢?飄飄不知道。地球的生命都站在名為地殼的大浮萍上,而這塊浮萍又在熱熱的熔石飄阿飄的。飄飄想阿,既然風會影響成功湖的水面起落,那也有可能影響陸地的浮沉阿,地表每天都只有輕輕的搖搖晃晃,是因為風的力氣不夠吧。

天氣轉涼了,學校能有讓飄飄從心裡溫暖的東西真好。簫媽媽的鬆餅很好吃,從社長手中接過的外套很溫暖,跟禹萱還有聖鈜鬥嘴也很很有趣呢。可是,這樣可以結束四年六個月的長期陰天嗎?

突然發現,笑這種東西,還真是難阿。呵呵。

2007年10月17日 星期三

行進‧思念

那天,我知道自己生命短暫及弱小。我正一步步的走向死亡,不管我願不願意,
自己做的決定,做的事情沒有對錯,所以我不需要為成敗負責,
我要負責的是,有沒有努力,讓自己變的更喜歡自己。

思念,不能改變事實,所以不要繼續下去。
舊的思念不能挽回愛人,新的思念不能讓好感加分。

2007年10月13日 星期六

吃家聚記

我們這家很團結,吃家聚時四個人居然到了三個呢。
直屬的直屬學妹感覺很文靜,是個很好相處的人,
在東門集合之後,跟直屬學妹小麻煩及直直屬學妹打打鬧鬧的走去餐廳,
不過說來也糗,居然要直屬學妹帶路,阿阿,我還真糟糕阿。

跟小麻煩講話很有趣,尤其是互相逗著說話的時候,
小麻煩,椰林道是我大一升大二的暑假接受到的關鍵環境及關鍵字
二胡,古箏則是我大二升大三時接收到的,此為後話,暫且不提。

有一陣子沒看到小麻煩,他看來過的還不錯,沒有剛剛進清大時的潦倒。
用餐時我點了份香草鮮蝦筆筒麵,吃起來感覺怪怪的,麵不夠有彈性,
不過蝦子處理的很好,不太需要剝殼。
邊用餐時邊和坐旁邊很生的直直屬學妹聊天,
他說他想要加入羽球隊學打羽球,我給了他一些建議,
然後就沒多說什麼了──我用餐時不習慣說話。

大概晚上八點半,小麻煩說他要趕回家了,不然搭不到車,
由於怕小麻煩危險,所以就送她的公車招呼站搭車。
一路上昏昏暗暗的感覺很危險,心裡直呼還好有陪她走,
直到燈光較亮人較多的招呼站,我才安心的啟程回家。

不知小麻煩到家了沒?希望他平安。
唉~真不愧是小麻煩,總讓人擔心受怕。

2007年10月8日 星期一

不自棄的孩子

今天在火車站等人時碰到一個男孩,剛開始他問了我「大哥,可不可以借我二十七塊?」沒有解釋原因,我以為是騙子或是流浪漢,跟他說「沒有耶。」後來看著他東問西問,甚至去問火車站員,才發現到,他是真的缺二十七塊。心裡很想要幫他,所以去搭問他需不需要幫忙,可惜他剛剛買到了他想搭的,從竹南往苗栗的車票。後來他跟我攀談,我才了解到他是個上進的男孩,寧願晚上睡車站,隔日起來繼續當義工,趕火車,過生活。

他讓我相當愧疚與感動。我這個有大學讀的傢伙,居然有東西吃嫌不好吃,有地方睡還嫌不好睡,跟他比起來,我到底算什麼呢?我貢獻了一日的打工所得給他,作為誤會的道歉,也做為這善良意志的些微支持。

希望他明天早上可以吃個飽,繼續笑著過。

Money, banking, and financial market vocabulary 1(by word cards)

automoble
sleek
afford
mutual
crucial
channelling
cyclic

security
mortgage
aside
corporation
postpone
fluctuation
tendency

unison
narrow
briefly
examine
brag
volatile
collapse

willingness

2007年10月7日 星期日

calculus vocabulary P25

phenomenon
{noun}
plural phenomena [countable]
  • something that happens or exists in society, science, or nature, especially something that is studied because it is difficult to understand
phenomenon of
the growing phenomenon of telecommuting
Homelessness is not a new phenomenon.
natural/historical/social etc phenomenon
Language is a social and cultural phenomenon.
  • something or someone that is very unusual because of a rare quality or ability that they have
reaction
{noun}

  • to a situation/event [uncountable and countable] something that you feel or do because of something that has happened or been said [↪ response]:
What was Jeff's reaction when you told him about the job?
reaction to
the government's reaction to the fuel crisis
bring/provoke/produce a reaction
The news brought an angry reaction from unions.
somebody's first/immediate reaction
His first reaction was to deny everything.
instinctive/gut reaction (=what you immediately feel before you have time to think)
My gut reaction was not to trust him.
There were mixed reactions (=different people reacting in different ways) to the strike.
in reaction to something
An emergency fund was set up in reaction to the famine.
  • moving quickly reactions [plural] your ability to move quickly when something dangerous happens suddenly:
a skilled driver with very quick reactions
  • to food/drugs [countable] if you have a reaction to a drug or to something you have eaten, it makes you ill
reaction to
a reaction to the immunization
have/suffer a reaction
She had a severe allergic reaction to the drug.
cause/bring on/trigger a reaction
Certain foods are more likely than others to cause allergic reactions.
  • science [uncountable and countable]
a) a chemical change that happens when two or more substances are mixed together:
a chemical reaction in the soil
b) a physical force that is the result of an equally strong physical force in the opposite direction
  • change [singular] a change in people's attitudes, behaviour, fashions etc that happens because they disapprove of the way in which things were done in the past
reaction against
a reaction against the traditional values of the nineteenth century
  • against change [uncountable] [formal] strong and unreasonable opposition to all social and political changes:
The revolutionary movement was crushed by the forces of reaction.
➔ chain reaction

expectancy
{noun}

  • [uncountable]the feeling that something pleasant or exciting is going to happen:
I saw the look of expectancy in the children's eyes.
➔ life expectancy

emission
{noun}
  • [countable usually plural] a gas or other substance that is sent into the air:
Britain agreed to cut emissions of nitrogen oxide from power stations.
  • [uncountable] the act of sending out light, heat, gas etc

reduction
{noun}

  • [uncountable and countable] a decrease in the size, price, or amount of something, or the act of decreasing something:
strategies for noise reduction
reduction in
a slight reduction in the price of oil
reduction of
the reduction of interest rates
reduction on
substantial reductions on children's clothes
The company promised they would make no staff reductions for at least two years.


modelling
{noun}
British English ; modeling American English [uncountable]
  • the work of a fashion model:
a career in modelling
  • the process of making a scientific or computer model of something to show how it works or to understand it better
modelling of
computer modelling of the system
economic modelling
  • the activity of making models of objects
tractable
{adjective}

  • [formal]easy to control or deal with [≠ intractable]:
The issues have proved to be less tractable than expected.
tractability {noun} [uncountable]

suitable
{adjective}

  • having the right qualities for a particular person, purpose, or situation [≠ unsuitable]:
We are hoping to find a suitable school.
suitable for
The house is not really suitable for a large family.
suitable place/time etc to do something
a suitable place to rear young children
suitable to use/be shown etc
These crayons are not suitable to use in very hot weather.


formulate
{verb}

[transitive]
  • to develop something such as a plan or a set of rules, and decide all the details of how it will be done
formulate a policy/plan/strategy etc
He formulated Labour Party education policy in 1922.
formulate an idea/theory
Darwin formulated the theory of natural selection.
  • to think carefully about what to say, and say it clearly:
We are studying the situation but have not formulated any response yet.
formulation {noun} [uncountable and countable]
the formulation of clear objectives

conclusion
{noun}

  • [countable] something you decide after considering all the information you have [↪ conclude]
These are the report's main conclusions.
conclusion (that)
I soon came to the conclusion that she was lying.
It is still too early to reach a conclusion on this point.
There are perhaps two main conclusions to be drawn from the above discussion.
All the evidence pointed to the conclusion that he was guilty.
It's impor
tant not to jump to conclusions.

The police came to the inescapable conclusion that the children had been murdered.
  • [countable] [formal] the end or final part of something [= end]
conclusion of
At the conclusion of the meeting, little progress had been made.
  • in conclusion used in a piece of writing or a speech to show that you are about to finish what you are saying [= finally]:
In conclusion, I would like to say how much I have enjoyed myself today.
  • [uncountable] the final arrangement of an agreement, a business deal etc
conclusion of
the conclusion of a peace treaty
  • be a foregone conclusion to be certain to happen, even though it has not yet officially happened:
The outcome of the battle was a foregone conclusion.

stage
{noun}

time/state [countable] a particular time or state that something reaches as it grows or develops [↪ phase, step]
stage of/in
the early stages of a child's development
at a crucial stage in the race
  • part of process [countable] one of the parts which something such as a competition or process is divided into
stage of
The team reached the semi-final stage of the competition.
stage 2/6 etc
We're now reaching the end of stage 3 of the construction.
The next stage is to complete an application form.
in stages
The rest of the money will be paid in stages (=a small amount at a time).
theatre [countable] the raised area in a theatre which actors or singers stand on when they perform [↪ backstage]
on stage
She is on stage for most of the play.
She appeared on stage with George Michael.
  • acting the stage acting as a profession, especially in theatres:
I wanted to go on the stage (=become an actor).
stars of stage and screen (=theatre and cinema)
  • centre stage if someone or something is centre stage, it has everyone's attention, or is very important:
Anne's sculpture took centre stage at the show.
The UN has moved to the centre stage of world politics.
place [singular] a place or area of activity where something important happens
on the world/international/political etc stage
He's an experienced campaigner on the world stage.
important figures on the European political stage
stage for
Geneva has been the stage for many such conferences.
  • set the stage for something to prepare for something or make something possible:
Will this agreement merely set the stage for another war?
➔ landing stage

calculus vocabulary P18-23

p18

Coincide

Solid

Dot

Indicates

Absolute

P20

Symmetry

P23

Quotient

2007年10月6日 星期六

calculus vocabulary P17

division
{noun}

  • separating [uncountable and countable] the act of separating something into two or more different parts, or the way these parts are separated or shared
division of something between/among/into something
he division of words into syllables
the traditional division of labour (=the way that particular tasks are shared) between husband and wife

  • disagreement [uncountable and countable] disagreement among the members of a group that makes them form smaller opposing groups
division between/within/among something
Can he heal the deep divisions among Republican ranks?
racial/class/gender etc division
The old class divisions had begun to break down.
The Army was plagued by internal divisions.
  • mathematics [uncountable] the process of finding out how many times one number is contained in another [↪ multiplication, long division]
  • part of an organization [countable] a group that does a particular job within a large organization:
the Computer Services Division
  • military [countable] a large military group
a tank division
  • sport [countable] one of the groups of teams that a sports competition is divided into, often based on the number of games they have won
the Premier/First/Second/Third/Fourth Division
a second-division club
in parliament [countable] a process in which members of the British parliament vote for something by dividing into groups:
MPs forced a division on the bill.
Some members supported the opposition in the division lobbies (=the rooms where the vote takes place).

notation
{noun}
[uncountable and countable]
a system of written marks or signs used to represent something such as music, mathematics, or scientific ideas

vertical
{adjective}
  • pointing up in a line that forms an angle of 90° with a flat surface [≠ horizontal; ↪ diagonal]:
a vertical line
the vertical axis of a graph
vertical window blinds
vertical cliff/climb/drop etc (=one that is very high or steep)
a gorge lined with vertical cliffs
having a structure in which there are top, middle, and bottom levels:
Formal communication channels are usually vertical.
—vertically {adverb}


imply
{verb}
past tense and past participle implied, present participle implying, third person singular implies [transitive]

  • to suggest that something is true, without saying this directly [↪ infer, implication]
imply (that)
Cleo blushed. She had not meant to imply that he was lying.
an implied threat
  • if a fact, event etc implies something, it shows that it is likely to be true [= suggest]
imply (that)
The high level of radiation in the rocks implies that they are volcanic in origin.
  • if one thing implies another, it proves that the second thing exists:
Democracy implies a respect for individual liberties.
High profits do not necessarily imply efficiency.

2007年10月1日 星期一

calculus vocabulary P16

let
{verb}
  • allow [transitive not in passive] to allow someone to do something [↪ permit]:
I can't come out tonight - my dad won't let me.
  • not stop something happening [transitive not usually in passive] to not stop something happening, or to make it possible for it to happen
let somebody/something do something

Jenny let the note fall to the ground.

Don't let anyone know it was me who told you.
Max let the door swing open.
Let the cookies cool down before you try them.

  • mathematics let something be/equal/represent something technical used in mathematics to mean that you give something a particular measurement or value in order to make a calculation:
Let angle A equal the sum of the two opposite sides.


express
{verb}
  • feeling to tell or show what you are feeling or thinking by using words, looks, or actions
express your views/opinions
Bill's not afraid to express his opinions.
Parents have expressed their concerns about their children's safety.
She expressed an interest in seeing York.

express something in/by/through something
Express your reasons for applying in simple terms.
express sympathy/fear/anger etc
She doesn't express her emotions as much as he does.
express thanks/gratitude (for something) (to somebody) (=thank someone in a speech or by writing a letter)
Finally, I'd like to express my sincere thanks to all those who have helped today.
express doubts/reservations
The USA expressed reservations before agreeing to sign the agreement.
Many people have expressed their opposition to the proposals.
express yourself (=say what you think or feel)
Young children often have difficulty expressing themselves.
He first learnt to express himself through movement at his dance classes.
Words can't express (=it is impossible to describe) how angry we felt.

  • articular emotion to show or describe a particular feeling:
Many of Munch's paintings express a deep feeling of despair.

  • something expresses itself if something expresses itself, it becomes noticeable [= something reveals itself]:
Religious faith expresses itself in a variety of ways.
  • mathematics technical to change an amount or quantity into a different form, especially in mathematics
express something as/in something
Express three-quarters as a decimal.
The value of the coffee becomes significantly higher when expressed in foreign currency.
  • feeding babies if a woman expresses milk, she presses milk out of her breast in order to feed it to her baby later

eliminate
{verb}
[transitive]
  • to completely get rid of something that is unnecessary or unwanted
eliminate a need/possibility/risk/problem etc
The credit card eliminates the need for cash or cheques.
The teacher should try to eliminate the possibility that the child has a hearing defect.
eliminate something/somebody from something
Fatty foods should be eliminated from the diet.
  • [usually passive] to defeat a team or person in a competition, so that they no longer take part in it:
Our team was eliminated in the first round.
  • to kill someone in order to prevent them from causing trouble:
a ruthless dictator who eliminated all his rivals
  • eliminate somebody from your enquiries British English if the police eliminate someone from their enquiries, they decide that that person did not commit a particular crime

Learning English - Words in the News

Coppola robbed
Francis Ford Coppola

Thieves in Argentina have stolen a computer from US film director Francis Ford Coppola, which contained his new script. The director was not in the house at the time, but he is offering a reward for the return of the information. This report from Daniel Schweimler:

Listen to the story

It wasn't in the script, but that might have to be rewritten now; five armed thieves broke into the house in the fashionable Palermo neighbourhood of Buenos Aires belonging to Francis Ford Coppola, hitting and threatening a person who was in the house at the time.

They took a number of items, including his computer containing the screenplay and other information for his next film, Tetro. It's about the rivalries over the generations in an artistic Italian immigrant family to Buenos Aires and will star Matt Damon. Filming is due to start next February.

A spokeswoman for Mr Coppola offered a reward for the return of the computer which she said was vital for him and his work. The five-times Oscar winner is reported to be very sad.

Coppola, the maker of the Godfather trilogy and the Vietnam war film Apocalypse Now, has been living in Buenos Aires for some months, learning Spanish and working on his next film. He's occasionally seen in public attending football matches.

However, he's not the first high-profile American to fall victim to Buenos Aires thieves. President Bush's daughter Barbara had her handbag and mobile phone stolen last year, despite the protection of US Secret Service agents.

Daniel Schweimler, BBC News, Buenos Aires

Listen to the words

stolen
the past participle of steal

steal
{verb}
past tense stole / past participle stolen

1 take something [intransitive and transitive] to take something that belongs to someone else:
Boys broke into a shop and stole £45 in cash.

  • steal from

He stole money from his parents.

  • steal something from somebody

He'd stolen the flowers from our garden.

2 use ideas [intransitive and transitive] to use someone else's ideas without getting permission or without admitting that they are not your own ideas [= pinch]:

Inventors know that someone is always going to try to steal their designs.

  • steal something from somebody

A well-known scientist was accused of stealing his former student's ideas.

script

{noun}

1 [countable] the written form of a speech, play, film etc [↪ screenplay]:
They write all their own scripts.
a film script
2 [uncountable and countable] the set of letters that are used in writing a language:
Arabic script
3 [countable] British English a piece of work that a student writes in an examination
4 [singular, uncountable] formal writing done by hand:
a diary entry written in neat black script

broke into
if you break into a building or car, you enter by force, usually to steal something

fashionable
popular at this particular time

screenplay
text for a film, including the words to be spoken by the actors, acting instructions, scene directions for cameramen etc.

rivalries over the generations
competition (for the same thing, e.g. status, wealth etc.) that was started by someone's parents, or even grandparents, and continued by their children

due to start
scheduled, or timetabled to begin

offered a reward
said he would give money (to show his thanks)

vital
very important, essential

trilogy
a series of films or books based on one story that consists of three parts

high-profile
well-known, attracting a lot of attention and interest from the public and media

to fall victim to
to have an unexpected bad experience (in this case, to be robbed) as a result of someone's bad actions


mobile

{adjective}

1 not fixed in one position, and easy to move and use in different places:
mobile air-conditioners

2 moving or able to move from one job, area, or social class to another:
a more mobile workforce
People these days are much more socially mobile.
an upwardly mobile (=moving to a higher social scale) professional

3 able to move or travel easily [≠ immobile]:
She's more mobile now that she has her own car.

  • 4 mobile library/shop/clinic etc
[British English] a shop etc that is kept in a vehicle and driven from place to place:

Two mobile units provide healthcare in rural villages.

  • 5 mobile mouth/face/features

[written] features that can change their expression quickly:
His mobile features registered amusement.